It is not enough for me
To love you ordinary,
in my own way.
I would love to feel you
with the top of my fingers,
with the pupils of my eyes,
with every part of my body…
It`s not enough.
I long to be your smile
before you are driven to smile,
I long to be
your future,
before it happens to you.
Even this won`t be enough for me.
I would like to obsess
all your thoughts, your feelings
completely, selfishly,
in an impudent and reckless way.
But…
I am afraid it won`t be enough.
I just want you desperately…
I yearn for you to be mine.
Not only today
but yesterday.
Tomorrow.
…
Forever